Me playing the piano. Not so great, but I haven't posted in a while.. so..

Pshh, well...

I've got 12 followers, which indeed is great, but I've been hoping for more and more each week. I guess the word of the blog isn't getting around as great as it could be! If you own a blog, or something, it'd be amazing if you could feature this blog on it.

Also, another thing I'd like to bring in.

Once a month I've decided I will select one person to guest blog. Each month the blogger will be a different person, coming in to do what I do. Bitch about stardoll and life. Their life.

I think it'll be interesting to see how my life differs to the guest bloggers, in real and stardoll life. Also, comparing that life with that or the next guest blogger, etc.

I've already vaguely got in mine who the first guest blogger will be, but until it's a done deal, I don't want to announce it or say anything, and I also want it to be a surprise.

Also, if you have anything interesting to say about a post I've made, don't be afraid to comment.

I feel like a lonely alone loner when I never ever ever ever get any comments :L

Well, today at school I was sick, really sick. So every 2 seconds I was jumping up to grab a tissue and blowing my red nose into it, making a really loud sound. Tomorrow I have the option of staying home and sitting around, reading, sleeping, eating, catching up on movies.

To be honest, I think I'd rather be at school...

I love sitting around, doing nothing around the house but tomorrow I have sport, which I hate, but I might be picking a new sport to be doing instead of Lacrosse, so I don't want to be left with the loser sport because my friends forget to writer me down a spot with them.

It would be nice to stay home though, but that's what the weekends for, really.

Speaking of weekend, I think I'm going to see The Runaways with my friend on the weekend.

I love indie films and even more I love Dakota Fanning. It interests me how someone her age can take on such a strong, over whelming role. She was the same age as Cherie when she was taking drugs, having sex and rocking hardcore, but Dakota is the complete opposite. To be honest, it's hilarious how adults are saying "Dakota Fanning is too young for the role and to be portraying someone like that".

Cherie was that age when she did it. A lot of people do that stuff, much younger, now. Also, I do like Kristen Stewart. I don't understand why she gets so much shit. Most of it is how she's a constant lip biter, never smiles and has a flat chest and no personality.

From what I've seen in some interviews, she does have a personality, but it's very shy.
She's started to smile in photos, a lot more now and who gives a hoot about her chest besides pubescent males? The target audience isn't just them! I think Kristen is quite pretty, and seems like a nice enough person. On Oprah she gave one of the rings she wore in Twilight to a sweet little girl. She could have just sat there and thanked the girl for loving her, but she gave her something and probably made the little girls day, probably even week.

It's the little things that count.

What is fake?

Well, after having a heated discussion about what is and what isn't fake, which ended in A-Lers being called noobs and such, I realize how much that can be tied in to real life.

Everyone has their different opinions and in some cases would do anything to defend their friends, or the people they're somewhat associated with.

No one stands alone these days, and that's why the bullying is increasing. People think now if they have a large enough group of friends to handle the job, they're set and ready to take on whoever they don't like. It's not fair, it's not even game, and if you have grief with someone, sort it out yourself. This is yours and their fight. There is hardly any need for you to drag in your friends to help fight your battles because really your just a pathetic little person who can't think for themselves.

Stardoll's a lot like that in many aspects.

When someone is in a fight with someone, a lot of the time friends are involved and sides are picked between friends and it tears them apart.

The friends like to be involved, because they feel now they're a part of it and what ever happens next also includes them and is angled at them. They want drama.

My advice, start your own and get your fat, ugly, crooked nose out of everyone else's business.

This doesn't include you, even if you may want to think it does. No one cares about what your going to say in this fight because no one gives a flying fuck about you and this has nothing to do with your bored ass.

It just really 'grinds my gears' when people can't fight their own battles.

Well, that's basically all I have to say for today.

Anything I want.

Now onto a different subject for once.. who loves La Roux?

They're kinda crazily amazing. Even live, which is where most singers suck balls.

Anywhoo, it's Sunday. I forgot to write yesterday because I was having too much fun sleeping. It's the weekend so really it's the only time I have to catch up on some much needed sleep after staying up for days and days in a row, sometimes, to finish assignments or to start assignments and so on.

And when I do get some sleep, it's only about 4-5 hours. Yeah. The weekend is my time.

To be quite honest, half the reason I don't finish assignments is because of facebook. Between the heaps fun apps and the status updates that are just screaming to be commented on.

I haven't got much to say about stardoll at the moment. Not much at all. Besides a couple of people who think their elite and have their heads up their own ass so far I'm surprised they can still breathe. Yeah, this post is going to be short.

I'll just finish it up quickly by saying that it is normally the people that title themselves as elite that are not elite. They think they can do anything they want.

Ironic, eh?

Friday at last!

Yes, indeed it is Friday 10pm here in Australia. Which means that 7 and a half hours ago I had completely finished the school week! Bring on the weekend! Though, I must admit that I will miss school a little, even if it's for 2 days. I enjoy walking around the classroom instead of doing work, and making stupid jokes about the covers of books.

Today in science, we were learning about sperm cells and I couldn't help but laugh. Yes, I am extremely immature, but I'm only a teenager! This guy that sits behind me, his name is Tristan. While our teacher was talking about how half of us is our mother and half is our father, and how they made us, Tristan shot up his hand to ask if that meant that our skin is sperm.

I couldn't help but laugh.

Lately on stardoll I have noticed a lot of speculation around a user named 'Honey1600' or something like that. She has made a burn book, and it hasn't even been launched yet but so far it has failed so badly that everyone keeps making sly little comments about it.

Long story short, she's gone off her nut and will basically attempt to start a fight with anyone that questions her fail of a burn book.

I don't blame her. I'd be pretty mad too if I was pathetic enough to try and start a burn book, that I myself have given so so so much hype over, saying it'll be as good as the original. And then to top it off a few couple honest bastards come and tell me that they knew it was going to fail and it is a fail.

I can totally see her reason for being a sour bitch.

But on the other hand, that is no need to act like you are ever so superior to everyone when really, the only thing your known for is being a fail snail.

Anywhoo, I'm going to attempt to pull an all nighter this Friday, and do some fun stuff.. like read the rest of my book I'm only 3 chapters in and I started it 3 months ago.

Yeah, sounds like a plan.

Awkward Situations.

We all have them, don't we? Stardoll and real life, awkward situations can pop up anywhere.

Today at school I had my first sexual education lesson since back at school. Great. The guys and girls were giggling and it was hard to concentrate on the questions in front of you.

Also doing a role play on relationships, drugs and peer pressure isn't much fun either when you perform it in front of the whole class.

This makes me think, there are a lot of clubs on stardoll educating people on the perks of puberty, but who are the clubs aimed at? Curious 8-10 year olds and perverts? I think so. Otherwise, they'd be educated on this stuff via school or their parents.

I remember back in fifth grade, this one girl was talking about stardoll and how she had an account.

I went on to stardoll, made an account and searched her username. I looked down her page and saw what clubs she's joined.

A lot were bi curious ones and about role playing and lesbians and naughty what ever.

I had never been so shocked in my life.

I guess that people's virtual life is so much more.. sexual.. than their real life.

She had also said that her name was Summer, that she was 16 and that she wanted a boyfriend and was up for some virtual fun.

Wow. Things really do change.

Boring as all hell.

Everything.

School and stardoll. Stardoll because no one does shit for anything. School just because of the ridiculously up themselves people that go there. They think that they're 'gangstas' and get around by calling everyone a fagot and anything with the word 'fuck' in front of it. They spit on the ground and call the girls whores and bitches and pussies. The girls act like that too! It's horrible. My friends and I are probably the only ones in the whole school, besides the teachers, that know what Chanel and YSL are. The girls all wear thick dark makeup and wear god awful things over the uniform. Personally, I really like the uniform, I don't see why people would need to wear thick plastic necklaces over it. It's really doing my head in, staying at that school. I now really hope I get into that all girls school. Sure, what those boys and girls are currently doing is expressing themselves, but that's not how they feel. They just feel it's cool like that, and because everyone else is doing it, why not? I feel like myself, Renee, Paige and Amy are the only free thinking people. Even my other friends act chav. They're just not so bad at it that I have to ignore them completely.

Stardoll has their chav's too. Stardoll also has their wannabes.

Shall I explain to you how wannabes start out?

First they're innocent, hanging around in clubs such as FashionClub, OriginalClub or Animal-Lovers. They hear about the big blogs. The ones that post about drama and scandals in dollywood, stardoll. They get roped in, they want to be on the blogs, for people to hate them, love them, stick up for them. They're hungry for the attention, thirsty for the drama it will cause.

They suck up to the elites, aim to get their respect. They try to use them for upping their own status. Unfortunately for them, everyone sees through their rues. Just saying.

Not too complicated, is it? I'm just waiting to see if anyone at school finally see's through the rues of these wannabe chavs, and realizes there is more to life then skater shoes and flat brim hats.